Saturday, June 20, 2009
Hm..
I think I've totally changed.
I used to write these epic long blogposts...
Now it's just this.
Maybe it seems more like poetry like this
Just stanzas
of lines
And lines made of words
made up of letters
and pixels.
Anyway.
I was feeling really scared.
Not the kind of screamer movie scared
I'm afraid of my own thoughts.
I'm betraying myself
Something's wrong.
Terrified I actually might do it if the need shows itself.
Now i feel quite happy and calm.
Though i kinda wish tomorrow won't come.
Found comfort ironically
in someone who used to do the opposite for me.
It's doomsday tomorrow.
But I'm still laughing.
God is with me!
I hope.
posted : 2:24 AM
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