Wish
What Am I Doing?
Just really afraid that if it develops into anything, I'll want it just because it's SOMEBODY to hold and to love, instead of a specific person...but that's love isn't it. 2 people being able to meet each other's needs...in a way nobody else can? I don't know. Nobody knows.
Do I even like her. The moments when I think I do, am I just lying to myself, trying to convince myself just because it seems like a goal that's actually within reach? And I don't know if she treats everyone like that but it seems like she really does care for me a lot... in any case she's at least a really close friend then.
And another thing. I've said it before, I'm amazed you guys aren't or haven't tried being together. I mean, you are practically each other. How can you guys be so close for so long and have nothing happen? You're her guardian angel, and I'm afraid to let anything happen, afraid of the risk that she gets hurt, you get hurt, and what was a great friendship turns to dust, like it nearly did before. I should just forget about all this. BIO IN 5 HOURS WHAHAHA.
Love Triangles
Don't really know what to say. Other than love being in triangles. And being bizarre.
It's not really so often in triangles though, I'm quite sure they're really really complex polygons. And with vectors instead of normal lines, since they sometimes only go in one direction. And some aren't straight, they curve and twirl and just go haywire.
And I just don't know what to feel, man. You know what I'm talking about. Feel like I might be causing to you what he caused to me...and that's even if anything actually happens. You feel guilty? I feel guilty as well. We're in this together. Sorry.
You're horrible.
And the funny thing is that I'm worse than you.
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