WHEN WE LAST LEFT OFF-Gjernpower left CHC for greener pastures...
...OR DID HE?
LET"S FIND OUT.
Yeah. I did. As in. I left cos I hated the place. Don't you guys get any ideas about asking me back, if any of you read this.
And well, when we last left off I was just starting my new life with Pearlyn. Sigh. 2 and a half years. Well now SHE moved on to greener pastures. Left her miserable life with me, now with a great guy, who I hope is treating her well. Eh? Mr Canadia? Eh.
So I shall spare all of you the sob story. I'm quite sure any of you who see this already know most of it anyway. So now I'm just here, remembering that I have this little shithole in the internet I can call my own. I'm supposed to be doing my ToK slides...I kinda am. And also getting distracted by Rush. and blogging. And I just got flamed by my EE mentor, gotta practically rewrite most of it.
I made a lot of new friends, left a lot of old ones. Met old friends and made them kinda new again i suppose? Well to all my new friends, thanks for being a part of my life. And to all my old friends reading this, I'm so sorry, really. I knew what I was giving up. I knew. I just thought what I was giving it up for would be worth it, and not gone in a few years. Maybe those 2 and a half years really were worth giving you up? Sounds so mean but. I don't know anything anymore. Now I just wish I can repair those friendships. But that's a bit of a stretch huh. I bet you're all really different now. I know I am.
I don't know who the real me is. Is there supposed to be a core part of me that never changes, or have I really changed so many times in the past few years. I told Kester (HI KESTER) this, and I tweeted it as well a few weeks back; People never change, they only learn and forget.
This will be a much better place for me to vent my feelings, rather than on twitter. A bit too open. And I have to exercise a lot more discretion. And since I'll probably only have one reader a week I can pretty much say whatever the fuck I want. Like I'm gay.
So here's to 2012, to life, to this little abode (shithole), and to my probably infrequent posts in the future. Cheers.
