What Am I Doing?
Just really afraid that if it develops into anything, I'll want it just because it's SOMEBODY to hold and to love, instead of a specific person...but that's love isn't it. 2 people being able to meet each other's needs...in a way nobody else can? I don't know. Nobody knows.
Do I even like her. The moments when I think I do, am I just lying to myself, trying to convince myself just because it seems like a goal that's actually within reach? And I don't know if she treats everyone like that but it seems like she really does care for me a lot... in any case she's at least a really close friend then.
And another thing. I've said it before, I'm amazed you guys aren't or haven't tried being together. I mean, you are practically each other. How can you guys be so close for so long and have nothing happen? You're her guardian angel, and I'm afraid to let anything happen, afraid of the risk that she gets hurt, you get hurt, and what was a great friendship turns to dust, like it nearly did before. I should just forget about all this. BIO IN 5 HOURS WHAHAHA.
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